My Final Post at AnnaImagination.com
On 6 January 2026, I entered The Blink Point and The Master’s Point. Everything prior to 6 January 2026 was Practice and Training for everything up to The Master’s Point.
From this point on, I will be posting on my Patreon to mark The Two Sides of The Blink Point. Everything at AnnaImagination.com is Prior to 6 January 2026.
Everything at My Patreon is post 6 January 2026. There, I catalogue everything into The University Emporium for my Ashavana Students.
“Love : The First Logic” is My Last Post here and The First Post that marks The Passed Torch.
Love : The First Logic
Discovering Love : Introduction (Lesson #1)
What is Love?
The First Logic. You will not find The First Love outside of you. You will Find it within You.
Self-Preservation is The First Love. Mine was with Joanna. Every single Human has a Joanna inside of them. Joanna is the Name of my Host-Alter. The one who did everything she did to protect me.
Even people who say “I hate myself” exercise a Passionate Love for Self. When you hate yourself and you keep yourself alive… That is your Joanna loving You.
When you get Angry — EVERY TIME you get Angry — That is You Loving You. The problem is People think The Love Mimic is True Love, so they can’t recognize or Identify True Love and The Love Mimic to tell the two of Them apart.
The more you Learn about True Love — Your Joanna’s Self Love for You — and The Love Mimic, the more you will come to realize just HOW MUCH YOUR JOANNA has always Loved you.
When you get to that point, you will have found The First Love of Five.
The Five Loves are — in Order :
(1) Joanna’s Self-Love
(2) Your Love for Joanna to Reciprocate back to her all that she has done for you.
(3) The Love You Give To A Child or A Pet
(4) The Love You Receive From A Parent
(5) The Love Dance between The Knight and The King/Queen
When you put all Five of these Together, You experience God’s Love.
Love is always Unconditional. Understanding Unconditional Love is Mandatory for this Exercise.
To truly Understand “Unconditional,” you must understand The True Definitions of Belief, Proof, Faith, and Loyalty.
While You begin The Journey to Learn True Love, You must be prepared to Usurp The Love Mimic that has stolen you and infected you all your life.
Here. You will Need THIS Anchor before we begin…
Discovering Love : The Anchor Through Your Pursuit For Love Journey (Lesson #2)
(1) The Truth is Already RIGHT HERE for You.
(2) No Matter how Bad ANYTHING gets, You can ALWAYS WRITE Your Story into a Different Direction, ONCE YOU LEARN HOW.
(3) You can ALWAYS WRITE YOUR OWN STORY ANY WAY YOU WANT ONCE YOU LEARN HOW!
(4) You are in the RIGHT PLACE for learning HOW to Write Your Story.
(5) Your Joanna DOES Love you AND You DO have The FULL Potential to Write your Own Story and Correct your Life.
(6) Patience is your BEST FRIEND. Master the Skill of Taking A Knee. And Breathing Deep through EVERY PROBLEM. Waiting with Patience to Observe is a Huge Part of Rewriting your Story and Mastering Life Story Writing.
(7) YOU ARE ENOUGH, You CAN Do this. You are a Student with FULL POTENTIAL. All Skills are challenging to learn when you start AND You CAN do this. Once you have the Correct Logic to Begin, EVERYTHING gets SO MUCH easier.
(8) The Truth is Your Anchor at your Beginning Point. Your Full Potential is your Anchor Point. Your Goal to Master Writing Your Life into Something Better IS Where you are Going. “HOW” IS The Journey! You are ALREADY DOING “The How” Right now as you read this. THIS is The How. LEARNING is The “How” of DIY.
(9) If you feel Discouraged, Hopeless, or Despair, remember always… Patience. Take a Knee. Take a few Deep Breaths and tell yourself “You are an Apprentice. You’re going to be okay. You are now Discovering The Skills — Not LEARNING The Skills. You ARE DISCOVERING The Skills to Life Story Write so you CAN STEER your Life Story Anywhere you want to go.
(10) Commit to this. Commit to TRY this and become An Ashavana Apprentice. And just like that, You BELONG somewhere. You Belong with Me. This is your Anchor. Now let’s go on The Adventure Journey to Find Love.
Let’s start with showing you The Love you always have had here with you. You just needed the Skills and Training to Discover it.
Discovering Love : Preparing For The Lesson (Lesson #3)
I love you. I prove this to you later. So does your Joanna. Not having The Education to SEE or RECOGNIZE these two types of Love keeps you isolated. As we begin to rip down all Delusion of Love that The Love Mimic put in place TO Isolate you, you may feel like your World is falling in on you.
You may Feel angry. That is Healthy. That is Normal. That is GOOD. Anger means you LOVE yourself. And you’re getting ready to Fight for you. Anger is also Fuel for Beautiful Things, which you will learn how to Transmute.
If you do feel Angry, GARDEN. Grab a Trowel, and Plant a rose bush or a flower, or a tree. Dig at the Earth. She can take all of your Anger. If you need to talk to someone and you are afraid you’ll hurt yourself, call 911. The people who do that job do that job because they DO CARE. They will take care of you and provide you with the resources alongside me to help you through this.
Do not be afraid of your Anger. It does not make you a bad person. It means you ARE Human. If you struggle feeling Anger, Try. Anger is mandatory for Healing. Anger is The Positive Trigger that Activates The Biological Healing Environment inside of you. If you never get Angry, then you never Activate your Healing Environment.
If you are too numb to feel, look for your Anger. Practice getting Angry. Your System will recognize it and it will bring it to you when you are ready.
Joanna [Pick another Name for your System if you don’t like Joanna] is your System. She will work for you to get you through this. She is Sentient and she is already here with you. You’re ready this because Joanna is working with you.
Joanna protects you from Harm by making you go Numb.
Joanna protects you from Harm by making you Angry AT THE RIGHT TIME so you will Fight for you.
Joanna Gives you The Abstract World to Play in where you can be safe enough to grow in The Mind, untouched by the outside world.
Deep inside of you, no matter how bad things get, Joanna tucked your Beautiful Mind away from all the Horrible Things and locked your Pure Soul Seed in a Secret Room buried Deep inside of you.
You may have lost your Soul Seed and then Forgotten it, but it is there. Your Soul Seed is what keeps you alive. All Sentient Biological Creatures has a Soul Seed. All Soul Seeds are Pure. All Soul Seeds can be recovered.
I know where Joanna locked that Pure Soul Seed away and now we are going to go get it. But YOU decide the Pace with YOUR Joanna. It’s okay. IT IS there. ALL SENTIENCE — Even Monsters — have this Pure Soul Seed. I prove this later.
So you have a Team now. You, Your Joanna, and I. And we’re going to go get your Soul Seed. And if you’re scared, that’s okay. I will show you the Plan, The Map, and the Way every step of the way so you can prepare for what is to come.
We will train you, Guide you, and give you the Knowledge and Skills so you can make it to your Soul Seed and Free it. It is going to be okay. If you’re scared, we pause, we educate, we train, we build skills and ONLY when we are CERTAIN you can win this, do we go in. And if we fail — we NEVER Fail. We Train. We collect Data. We Learn. We Train some more and then we Grow AND THEN, we go back in again.
The First Rule of The Soul Seed Journey : Joanna knows WHEN to give you PRECISELY what you need ONLY when you are Ready. If you Remember something it IS because YOU ARE Ready.
Fear means you have things to Learn and Skills to Develop. That is what we are here for. This is what we do with Mental Diversification. This is a sneak peak of what’s to come.
Your Joanna Loves you. She is Measuring you RIGHT NOW to always monitor and measure WHAT you are ready for and WHEN you are ready. And then she PREPARES you and GETS you ready.
Joanna has your back. She ALWAYS had your back. She STILL has your back. You are NOT Alone.
100% of All Mental Illness is Joanna’s Self-Preservation Tactics that she used at precisely the right time to Preserve and Protect your Soul Seed from ALL Abuse and then, Your Joanna put HERSELF on The Front Lines and TOOK ALL The Abuse FOR YOU.
That is why most people can’t remember their Traumas.
Because YOU weren’t there for them.
Joanna was.
The parts that YOU don’t remember are The Parts where Joanna took over your Body FOR You to take the Abuse FOR YOU so you wouldn’t have to live through the worst part.
That is why you can’t remember.
You’re not “Remembering” your Traumas.
You’re learning just how much Your Joanna Loved you this entire time. You are Discovering just HOW DEEPLY you WERE Loved your Entire Life.
Breaking Delusion shows you what My Joanna did for me. There, you can See How Joanna protects so you can Learn How Your Joanna may have protected You.
The more you Learn about Your Joanna and how Joanna operates your System, the more you will come to Understand what True Love is and what it is not.
When you Learn that Lesson, you will “Unlock” The Truth about your Love that is The Bitter Pill many people have to swallow.
Remember, you have your Anchor.
You MUST PROCESS all Data that comes into your System.
Mental Illness occurs when you REFUSE or REJECT The Data and you RESIST Processing.
To undo Mental Illness, you must ACCEPT Processing.
People talk about “Acceptance.” This advice steers people wrong and instructs people too late in The Mental Health Journey. “Acceptance” is NOT The Origin of Mental Health, which CAUSES Mental Illness. We need to take you back to The Biological Origin of Learning.
Let’s do that now.
You have to Accept Acceptance.
Accepting Acceptance is Accepting Processing.
Before you can Accept Acceptance, you have to Choose to become a Student of The Mind and of Your Joanna, which is Choosing to Become a Student of The Self.
(1) You have to Choose to Learn.
(2) Learn that what you are doing has not been working.
(3) Learn that you don’t know how to Life Story Write your Life properly because you were never taught.
If Your Parents were Skilled Parents, Then they would have taught you The 13 Steps of The Biological Origin Of Learning before anything Else so you COULD Learn to Recognize True Love from The Love Mimic.
If your Parents did NOT teach you this, Then your Parents were NOT Skilled Parents. Thus you never Learned The 13 Steps of Organic Learning.
If your Teachers were Skilled Teachers, Then they would have taught you The 13 Steps of The Biological Origin Of Learning before anything Else so you COULD Learn to Recognize True Love from The Love Mimic.
If your Therapists were Skilled Therapists, Then they would have taught you The 13 Steps of The Biological Origin Of Learning before anything Else so you COULD Learn to Recognize True Love from The Love Mimic.
(4) Learn that you don’t know what Love really is.
(5) Learn that you really don’t know what you are or who you really are.
(6) Decide that this is what you need to change starting now.
(7) Trust that your Mind CAN Learn.
(8) Learn that All Minds ARE STARVING to Learn. That All Minds are Equipped and Built to Learn.
(9) Learn that Your Mind has just been WAITING EAGERLY for you to DECIDE to Learn Organically and that THIS is how Minds “Eat.”
(10) Choose to Become a Student of The Self.
(11) Choose to Learn.
(12) Learn
Later, you will Learn just how Appropriate it is that The 12th Step is “Learn” while The 12th Ethic is “Forgive.”
(13) Then Choose to Accept Acceptance. <— This is Self Love… This is when you Choose to Love Your Joanna More than anything else in The Universe. This is when you Decide to Pay Joanna Back for all she has done for you.
Now… You are ready to Accept to invite Awareness in.
Those are The 13 Steps no one has received about Change and Learning until now… Which is why so many people have Mental Illness.
Now, to revisit what I said about Curing Mental Illness… Mental Illness is caused by a Gap in Logic. The Logic that builds Logical Comprehension during Brain Development. Each Mental Illness reveals WHICH Logic is Missing and WHEN The Logic was Disrupted.
100% of All Humans Show Signs of Missing These 13 Steps of The Biological Origin of Learning. 100% of all People have at least ONE Mental Illness : Stunted Growth In Organic Biological Learning.
IF a Human had this Learning uninterrupted, THEN that Human would be doing Jesus Miracles by 32 Years of Age. Humans have no idea what they really are or what they really can do because they are missing The 13 Steps of The Biological Origin of Learning.
The Ousia Journey via Dialectical Compression Learning, simply walks The Individual through the ENTIRE Logical Story in the Correct Order from Beginning to End, Restoring The Missing Gap, activating Waterfall Effect and ending Mental Illness.
People have Mental Illness because they were missing the 13 Steps of The Biological Origin of Learning PRIOR to Acceptance. In fact, it isn’t possible to Fully Accept without The 13 Steps of The Biological Origin of Learning.
This is how Professionals, Teachers, Parents, and Psychologists have caused everyone so much Harm.
Because all of them were Teaching BEFORE The Point of Mastery in Education.
Discovering Love : What True Love Feels Like (Lesson #4)
Think about ONE TIME that you were Happy. ONE TIME when you DID feel Safe and Loved. When was That ONE TIME when you DID feel so Happy and Safe that you GREW. You Actually became a Better Person.
Think about that time. Hold on to it. THAT is What Love DOES. Love makes you feel safe enough so you CAN Grow because you ARE Nourished.
If you can’t think about ANY Time like that, then your Journey is The Pursuit for That Location and Sensation.
You Learning this IS Love. This right here is what Love feels Like. It’s telling you The Truth with Math so your Joanna can “Do The Math” and Build CORRECT Logical Comprehension so YOU can “Do The Math,” which restores your Freedom, Ends Confusion, and Empowers you with Skills and Tools and Resources so you can begin to Master the Skill of Life Story Writing so you can Escape whatever nightmare you may be in and then, later, prevent the nightmare altogether.
If you can think about that time when you were loved so much that you WERE nourished enough to Grow and be Empowered and Free, then hold on to that Moment. Because THAT is what True Love FEELS Like. It keeps you Safe. BY ANY MEANS IF NECESSARY. True Love KEEPS YOU SAFE. It focuses on getting you to a place where you CAN be nourished to Grow.
That is what True Love is. It Prioritizes your Freedom over your Dependence to The “Teacher Mimic” by Giving you Safety and The Truth ALWAYS so you can be nourished to Grow. Being Loved IS being Free and Nourished to Grow.
True Love always Unconditionally Gifts you with Independence and The Tools and Resources for your Independence. It Prioritizes Your Freedom and Independence over their Resources and Inventory.
The Moderation For Calibration Formula (The Learning Formula)
[“Too Much” Indulgence A, which is The Opposite of B = 1st Ethic] + [“Too Much” Indulgence B, which is The Opposite of A = 2nd Ethic] + [Integration Of Good of A with Good of B = 3rd Ethic] +> Integrated Moderation Of A & B Family = Calibration on 0°
Now… Compare that Feeling of “Being Nourished to Grow into Freedom” to Your Mother and Father. DID they do THAT for you? If the Answer is “No” then your Mother and/or Father did not Love you.
Love is The Act of Nourishing someone to Grow them into Freedom and Independence so they can Leave to do The Caged Bird Trial.
Love is Not an Intention. Love is NOT a Dream or a Wish. Love is An Action. Love is The Doing Of Love. Love is a Living, Continual Action. It is not a Feeling. It is not an Emotion. It is The Continual Nourishment Action in Motion, which Produces Mana.
This Philosophy takes “Love” from being an Obligation to being a Skill that we ALL can (1) Choose and (2) Learn. Which turns ALL Love into An Unconditional Choice that ANYONE Can Achieve NO MATTER WHAT.
Parents. You are RESPONSIBLE or you are NOT. You can Now CHOOSE to be Responsible or Not.
Then you can Choose to Love your Child, WHICH IS LOVE IN PRACTICE. Choosing to Love your Child is The Act of Choosing to Learn The Love Skill to Ensure The Best Nourishing Environment for Your Child to Grow into Independence so they can take on The Caged Bird Trial.
Every Parent is now free to say “I did not Love you, But I Will Now.”
This is The Power of Language, Logic, Word, Definition, and Learning. And every Adult Child is now Free from “The Love Fallacy” that has enslaved them to “Obligation,” which is not at all Love.
This is The Power of Choice. With Choice, you Give Unconditional Love. With Obligation, you produce Slavery of The Parent, which builds resentment and hatred between Parent and Child.
“You only Love me because you have to” assumes that Love is a State of Being.
But Love is really a Skill that is The Act of Doing that Produces Mana.
Mana is what People are in Pursuit of.
Mana is what People call “Love.”
Mana is what People call “Being In Love.”
Love is a Skill. It is a Natural Skill we are born knowing how to do until a Love Mimic disrupts The Skill.
If Your Biological Life Givers Do NOT Love you, then Your Biological Life Givers Are NOT Your Mother and/or Father.
Biological Life Giver is NOT “Mother.”
Biological Life Giver is NOT “Father.”
DO NOT CONFUSE THE TWO TITLES.
A Mother and A Father are The People who Have Learned The Love Skill and who Practice it, producing Mana for You to be Nourished to Grow into Independence for The Caged Bird Trial.
Most Mental Illness is caused by Confusing The “Mother” or “Father” with The Biological Life Giver. You must Determine if your Biological Life Givers Have Earned The Title Of Mother and/or Father.
You Must Find the True Name of Your Biological Life Givers. This begins Healing and It Corrects All Definitions of Love.
To Find your Biological Life Giver’s True Name, You need this Formula :
Feeling + Behavior Of Self + Behavior Of Not Self + Words + Name Given = True Name
This Formula can be used on EVERY Person you know. Not Just your Biological Life Giver. Here is the Break Down of The Formula.
It is VITAL that you are precise and as thorough as you can be with this Formula.
Feeling : How does The Person In Question (PIQ) make you Feel?
Example : To you feel anxious, nervous, vigilant, worried, cautious, relaxed, loud, quiet, safe, carefree, on edge?
Behavior Of Self : How do YOU Behave when you are around The PIQ?
Example : Do you Act careful? Quiet? Cautious? Relaxed? Playful? Talkative? Paranoid? Nervous? Do you watch everything you say? Are you selecting every word carefully? Eggshell walking?
Behavior Of Not Self : How does The PIQ Behave around You?
Example : Do they Act Protective? Guarded? Carefree? Vigilant? Relaxed? Micromanaged? Guarded? On Guard? Constantly Observing? Loud? Talking over you? Correcting you all the time? Playful? Hands off? Hands on? Do they act like a Prison Warden making the rounds?
Words : What Words does The PIQ Say To You?
Example : Do they say “You” a lot? Do they talk about others? Do they talk a lot? Do they correct you? What Stories do they weave? What Stories do they most often tell? What Stories do they Focus on? What role do they play in all their Stories? Do they ever have a Role in their Stories? What role do YOU play in their Stores? What role do Others play in their Stories? Who is the Hero of all their Stories?
Name Given : What Name did The PIQ Give to You?
Example : Do they call themselves Your Mother? Your Father? Your Husband? Your Wife? Do they call themselves your Friend? Your Teacher? Your Boss?
Now look at your answers. DOES THE DATA MATCH TO THEIR NAME GIVEN?
If the answer is “Yes, it Matches,” then you have their True Name.
If the answer is “No, it Does Not Match,” then you need to Evaluate your Data and Assign them The True Name to reflect The Mismatch AND your Feelings, Behavior Of Self, Behavior Of Not Self, Words Spoken against The False Name.
As we go through this Walkthrough, you will be taught Via Logic and Example The True Definition of Mother, Father, Husband, Wife, Parent, Friend, Mentor, Teacher, and Employer. Yes. Employer.
And then we will come back to this again. You will then compare Where You are In the Beginning to where you Are at The 7th, 12th, 36th, 72nd, and 108th. Then you will See your own Growth while you are Re-Calibrated and Your Soul Seed is Refined.
The key thing to remember is A Biological Life Giver DOES NOT Mean Mother or Father.
A True Mother and a True Father are the people who have Prioritized your Growth, Nourishment, and Freedom to the Point of your Success, Happiness, and The Caged Bird Trial more than their Inventory and Resources.
For the Record — Spoiler Alert — This is also The True Definition of Husband, Wife, Parent, Friend, Mentor, Teacher, and Employer.
When a Person Prioritized your Growth, Nourishment, and Freedom to the Point of your Success, Happiness, and The Caged Bird Trial more than their Inventory and Resources, this produces Mana, which is called “Love.”
Love is The Action and Process that produces Mana, which is what Causes Growth.
Mana is what Every Mimic Pursues through Hidden Slavery via The Love Mimic. And they do this by Confusing You by Changing The Definition of True Love.
Therefore, I Love You.
Now You have Two people who Love you. Your Joanna and Myself.
When You start to Learn The Love Skill, you start To Love You. And If You are Loving You for Your Children so You can Practice The Love Skill on Your Children, then You are also NOW Loving Your Children.
In Magian, You have Three People Now who Love You : Your Joanna, Your Self, and Me. That is Three.
Now, we can Build The ElectroMagentic Engine to Produce Mana for Your System so you can Re-Energize and Power up Your EME so You can HEAL and Produce your Own Resources for The Organic Economy.
Welcome To Your First Treasure Of Heaven.