This Post is Episode #320 : The Mind Engine : Chapter #15 (The Wishing Well Series Book #2).
IMPORTANT NOTE : Updates were made to the Original Post that are not reflected here. I strongly recommend you read Episode #320 directly to see all notes.
24 August 2025
This morning I woke refreshed, rested, and optimistic. I felt my Trust. I felt my Belief.
I had a dream that I was trying to conduct a Business Deal with my Agent, when Sol arrived. He offered me Bribes. I turned him away. He offered me money. I turned him away. He made empty promises.
Ahead, I could see the True Light and the True Goal. My Purpose. He was an obstacle forever between me and my Goal if I accepted his offers.
I finally dug my Will into the Ground and treated him like a Demon I had to Purge.
And he was gone. The path ahead was clear.
I didn’t know — but I did. I could Feel it and so I could Name it — what the Reward at the end was. What I wanted. That was my Reward. All that I wanted.
I was close. I had to stay on the Path and avoid all Distractions and Temptations.
A Temptation is only a temptation when it truly threatens you abandoning your Heading. This one I was currently in was a doozy.
I recalled last night.
Specifically the Lowering of my Standards for Humans. I could not hold Humans to God Standards. And the Hatred in me had completely abated.
I breathed deep enjoying my Freedom from Hatred, but then… It triggered a memory from my past.
Every time someone had told me that “their standards for me were too high,” I was filled with rage, and I adopted their Standards of me as my Own. I only did that a few four Dozen times.
By the time I was 18, My Standards were through the roof. I could always do better. I knew it. And every time I failed, I didn’t. I tried again.
I learned to “fail,” but to never fall short on Standards. Failing is great. You Learn. But NEVER LOWER THE STANDARD.
And I didn’t. And when the Standard got “easy,” I doubled the Standard on myself.
But this morning, I noticed a “side” topic or a “side effect” I hadn’t noticed before.
Beings run on Balance called “Center Point of Balance,” which we see in The Degrees of Freedom.
After we complete our Dialectical Compression Learning on a Single Ethic — Only AFTER — do we have the Discipline then to Hold ourselves at Center Point of Balance on 0°.
But External Forces — People — try to Manipulate and Micro-Manage your Center Point of Balance on 0° for you.
This is REALLY, REALLY a HUGE key factor in Psychology and Mental Illness. Pay attention.
When others Manipulate your Center Balance, The 3rd Law of Newton requires you to regain Balance and “go the extreme.”
My Skills are “X.” But Sol told me they were -20° “X,” so I had to recover the 20° he took from me and “Give Voice” to my Skills to restore me to 0°. Now I was Balanced, but then when he heard me “Give Voice” to my Skills, he got more upset with me because I had undone is -20° on “X.”
Now that he is no longer in my life, I felt the -20° lift from me, my Center Balance Naturally restored, and all my “Need” or “Urge” to “Give Voice” was gone. My Conversations everywhere else changed.
In my dream last night, I felt his words Manipulate my Skills again to make me smaller to fit his “small.”
That Introduces Center Balance Manipulation from External Sources.
Now, living a Slave, being exposed to Center Balance Manipulation from External Sources has its long term side effects, which requires Nourishment to recalibrate your Center Balance back to 0° so you can Honor your True Skill Size and Standard.
Standard Manipulation is part of this.
The Metric we use to Define Self and Growth is Vital to understanding how we Think, Grow, and Learn.
You have to be True to yourself and Authentic, AND you have to Honor the Self while being “Modest.” But Modesty is being Balanced. You cannot achieve Modesty — nor should you — while you are recovering from Standard Manipulation and/or Center Balance Manipulation.
You will either have “Forced” Modesty from Others, which is Standard Manipulation and/or Center Balance Manipulation or you have to Self-Regulate your own Modesty.
But you cannot Self-Regulate your own Modesty if others are Forcing Modesty on you with Standard Manipulation and/or Center Balance Manipulation.
You have to be allowed to find your own Center Balance. And holding that Balance is a Skill. The more Ethics you Master through Dialectical Compression Learning, the more you find that Balance.
My whole life, I had that one Voice —
“Thank you Dear,” I said to God The Husband.
“You’re welcome,” he said back.
— that kept saying to me, “Go Bigger.” “Go Bigger.”
It’s the Process of Expanding Perspective up and Out and Open. As far as it can and will go. For me, The Deeper you go in, the Bigger you get.
It’s Authentically “Big.” It’s Earned.
Fake “Big” is what Cheaters Steal.
And if you can’t see the difference between Ethical Authenticity in what is Earned and Inauthentic “Fake” that Cheaters Steal, then you are in for a rough ride.
The Fake “Big” that Cheaters Steal comes with their own Mindset, Vocabulary, Agendas, and Gods, even. Hermes, God of Lying, Cheating, and Stealing. Cheaters run this Society.
Ethical Authentic Grand that is Earned is what I and my Husband Manage and Operate. And we have our own Mindset, Vocabulary, Law, and Agenda.
Cheaters use Standard Manipulation and/or Center Balance Manipulation to control your Perspective and keep you in a Box.
I would be putting this under my Abuse Proof You Course.
It had been a long time since I had updated any of my Courses. I needed to get back to doing that. It was something I truly enjoyed doing.
You basically start off life as a Swinging Pendulum. And the Pendulum always Swings. You have One Pendulum, but then later, you realize you have Two Swinging at the Same Time Logic to Belief Pendulum.
You have your Ethical Pendulum, which is — it should be — always moving.
And once the Q Factor is Complete, you have Modesty Balance with Pride. Modest Pride. That is what I will call that.
I talk a lot about my Skills. I know this is not Modest and it was a choice I decided to make to Show you what REALLY is going on inside the Mind. You can’t Show through example AND practice “Modesty” both at the same time.
All of this, since 2015 to 2025, was a rejection of Modesty for Knowledge’s sake. To walk the Full Gambit with you.
I love Keanu Reeves. I respect the hell out of that Man. And, does any one of you know how he does it? how he came to be so Modest? How can you learn if you didn’t see it being done? If he doesn’t talk about Modesty?
Here is The Modesty Paradox.
The moment you talk about Modesty, you stop being Modest, BUT you LEARN. So, to learn Modesty and the Process, The Teacher has to choose : Education OR Modesty?
For your sake, for ALL our Sakes, I chose to abandon Modesty from 2015 to 2025 and embrace Arrogance and Pride to Show you the Journey of Modesty.
To show you HOW Keanu Reeves MAY have come to be what he is. I don’t know how Mr. Reeves did it. He never showed us. But this IS how we learn through Example and Seeing it.
Modesty is always done in secret behind closed doors. Ghandi did it. The Dali Lama did it this way. but HOW? HOW is it done?
So here I am. This is how I did it. With Dialectical Compression Learning. Trial and Error that Toggled between Humility and Embarrassing Humbleness and Submission OVER AND OVER AND OVER — 144 Times — with Arrogance and Over-The-Top Bragging — 144 Times until I exhausted The Q Factor and came to rest at my 0° Center Balance on my Degrees of Freedom Line.
And I repeated this with every single Ethic.
And with Logic and Belief.
Standards and Quality were Exempt from this.
It’s “Threading The Eye of The Needle.” And the End Result? The Kingdom of Heaven (Christianity), Rta (Hinduism), Nirvana (Buddhism), Mecca (Islam), Henosis (Ancient Greek), Solomon (Ancient Greek), Mount Meru (Buddhism). Pick your Religion.
I call it “The Nucleus of The Self” where your Einstein-Rosen Bridge sits inside of you. Well, it did for me. I’m not sure if Humans have that or not.
I feel it. The Integration back into Plato’s Point.
This entire Project was just The Modesty Paradox. Christians call this “Righteousness,” which is SO Pretentious. Ironically, to call yourself “Righteous” is not at all “Righteous.”
The Spiritual Community calls this “Awakened” and “Enlightened,” which is also Pretentious.
I call it The Asha Journey. The Asha Pilgrimage, but that is a Knighthood reserved only for those who desire Ethical Consensual Enslavement to The Creed.
To all Others, it is The Ousia Journey. The Pursuit of Integration in your Self Nucleus.
The Ousia Journey — Dialectical Compression Learning — Gives you the sensation, because you are Steeped in Psychological Physics, that you are in The DNA Helix Swinging on your Pendulum from Left to Right to Left, which you turn Counter Clockwise to The Left, which picks of Speed.
People call this “A Vortex.” You’re just walking through The Nitrogen Base of your own DNA, inside your own Story. It’s a Rollercoaster. Enjoy it.
It begins from the 2nd to the 10th.
I call that the Metaphysical Transformation. From the 3rd, 4th, and 5th you can’t feel it — that I have seen from anyone.
At the 10th, you’re “through” the Door and you’re finally where The Deep Abstract begins.
Most people — All people without a Solid Background in Logic — get caught in the Oasis. Those without logic get “put” into The Oasis. You stay there until you use Logic to get yourself out. That is where 100% of the Spiritual Community is.
There are 12 Core Ethics. Those 12 Only contain The Magian. All the other Ethics — The Lesser Ethics — do not hold Magian.
There are 12 Rounds of The 12 Ethics with 3 Milestones.
The 36th Ethic. The Point of Comprehension and The Rod of Truth.
The 72nd Ethic. The Point of True Potential.
The 108th Ethic. The Gate of The Kingdom of Heaven.
Plato’s Number — The Bride’s Number — are the Mathematical Coordinates to all of this.
And then, between The 108th and 144th Ethic, you rest. You are in Heaven. But it’s like a Pre-Heaven.
At the 144th Ethic… Well… You will see.
At the 151st Ethic, I discovered that I was still growing through the 12 Ethics : The God Edition. You never stop Growing.
The Ethics are Infinite.
Side Tangent : I just launched my Patreon Account. It felt Good. It felt Right. I would sit on that for a while and see how that works for me.
All was Aligned. My Magian was Flowing Powerful and Strong. At last. I do believe, I finally achieved it.
The Mind is a Machine with PRECISE Components. Each one must be aligned, balanced, and Optimized. There are HUNDREDS. What I was looking for since 2023 when I first uploaded my AIDNS into my Mind — The Prosthetic Subconscious Mind — was The EXACT Algorithm that would Unlock the Mind to trigger The Fibonacci Sequence to Organically Grow Magian Power without any Effort.
- (1) My Standards had to be set only for me and not on others.
- (2) Which would remove and Purge all Hatred from my System.
- (3) I had to have all External Sources of Modesty and Metric Manipulation removed from me.
- (4) I needed to be 100% Purged of Kakía and All Lies
- (5) I had to have Completed all 144 Ethics.
- (6) I needed to Calibrate my own Modesty Metrics into my Center Balance.
- (7) I needed Logic and Belief Equal and Working together with…
- (8) My Own Standards Optimized to Arete.
- (9) And I needed every last Riddle Solved including, The Belief : Abundance and Logic : Wisdom Riddles Integrated with The Imp King.
- (10) I had to Complete The Pre-Heaven Trials with True Temptation
- (11) I needed to Purge The Hermes’ Economy and—
I laughed — The Philosopher’s Stone Recipe was “Change Mercury to Phosphorous.” GENIUS!
I laughed. I laughed so hard.
Son of a fucking bitch! I was thinking too small! All the “Alchemists” were thinking too Material.
“Change Mercury to Phosphorous” is Ancient Greek for “Change Hermes to Lucifer (Plutus).” It was NOT referring to just the Gods. It was referring to The Economy.
The Recipe was Double Coded. True Ashavana. I just caught that.
The Accurate Recipe for The Philosopher’s Stone is “To get Gold, change Mercury-Based Economy to Phosphorous-Based Economy.”
Translated : “To get Gold, change Hermes-Based Economy to Lucifer/Plutus-Based Economy.”
- (11) I needed to Purge The Hermes’ Economy and replace it Fully with The Lucifer/Plutus-Based Economy.
- (12) I had to embrace and then Calibrate The Modesty Paradox
Did I miss anything?
My Power was SURGING. It was Continuous. It was the first time where The Engine didn’t just “turn over” and stall out. It was MOVING.
My Focal Point was FIXED.
Immediately, I messaged El.
Okay! Now it’s my turn!
In 2023, when I found The Algorithm of the Subconscious Mind, I had a Realization — Intuition Paradox : I couldn’t even SPEAK of it UNTIL NOW!
I realized that (1) The Brain / Mind is an Engine that can (1a) Seize (1b) Turn over and Stall Out and/or (1c) Run SMOOTH like it has 12 Horse Power
I knew that there was a PRECISE Algorithm that had to be in place for 1c (SEE ABOVE) to occur. ALL I have been doing since 2023, is trying to find that Algorithm.
BUT… The Engine’s Components are MANY and are VERY PRECISE.
You know when you have an Epiphany and your Brain Juice “washes” your Mind and you feel your Brain Grow? But then it goes away. Yeah. It’s not supposed to go away between Epiphanies. If it does, that is 1b (See Above). Your Engine “Turned over and Stalled.”
The Ousia Journey is the “Revving up of your Engine.”
I JUST GOT TO 1C (SEE ABOVE)!!!!!
My Mind has been going for 20 Minutes now of CONSTANT EPIPHANY!!! MY MIND IS GROWING!! FINALLY!! I DID! I FOUND THE ALGORITHM AND I PERFECTED IT!!
Here it all is :
(1) My Standards had to be set only for me and not on others. 👈 Found this last NIGHT!
(2) Which would remove and Purge all Hatred from my System. 👈 Found this last NIGHT!
(3) I had to have all External Sources of Modesty and Metric Manipulation removed from me. 👈 Found this this morning!!
(4) I needed to be 100% Purged of Kakía and All Lies
(5) I had to have Completed all 144 Ethics.
(6) I needed to Calibrate my own Modesty Metrics into my Center Balance. 👈 Found this this morning!!
(7) I needed Logic and Belief Equal and Working together with… 👈 Found this last NIGHT!
(8) My Own Standards Optimized to Arete.
(9) And I needed every last Riddle Solved including, The Belief : Abundance and Logic : Wisdom Riddles Integrated with The Imp King. 👈 Found this last NIGHT!
(10) I had to Complete The Pre-Heaven Trials with True Temptation 👈 Did this over the last WEEK! … Which is why I needed the space from Friends and Family.
(11) I needed to Purge The Hermes’ Economy and replace it Fully with The Lucifer/Plutus-Based Economy. 👈 Found this this morning!!
(12) I had to embrace and then Calibrate The Modesty Paradox 👈 Found this this morning!!
THIS IS WHY I WAS SUCH A BITCH!!! People in The Hermes Economy System and without Calibrated Minds kept unintentionally miscalibrating with my Algorithm! As soon as I severed all ties with Sol, I felt it BOOST! Then I slept for like THREE DAYS!
Right after I distanced myself, all I did was SLEEP.
I think that is everything. NOW… This Formula IS what Generates ABUNDANCE! I launched my Patreon this morning and I felt my Magian SURGE. It’s really The Seidr.
I can feel it now even. Abundance is SO NOT THE POINT. That is Hermes Economy and now when I focus on it, my Mind CORRECTS and shifts me back to a Solid “BELIEF AND TRUST!”
It is RIGID NOW!
For TWO YEARS, Every Time my Epiphany Faded I was sad. Like, DAMN IT! It didn’t “keep going!” DAMN!
Our Minds are SUPPOSED TO REMAIN at a PERMANENT STATE OF EPIPHANY! They are NEVER supposed to be between “Epiphanies.” THAT is how SLOW every one’s Mind is.
TREES don’t stop EXPANDING.
CHILDREN don’t stop EXPANDING.
PLANTS don’t stop EXPANDING.
ONLY ADULTS DO! That is not natural. THAT is what I was trying to accomplish, but I had too many Non-Scientists tampering with my Science! I love you, but I HAD to do this work (1) IN THE FIELD and NOT IN A LAB and (2) I HAD to figure this out.
Finally! The Epiphany is STILL GOING!!! I ONLY get this when I am high and on Weed or Acid, but then, as soon as the Weed and Acid wears off so too does the Engine! And I was like, ARGH! NO! KEEP IT ON! TURN OFF!
EL! I felt like I was trying to start a lawn mower FOR TWO YEARS!!!! LOL!!!! AND IT FINALLY IS GOING AND IS ON!!!
I have NO IDEA WHAT THIS MEANS! BUT I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED!!!
I LOVE YOU!!
ANNA
Documenting The Science. It is 10:27 AM EST on 24 August 2025.
I can feel the Growth. I have Epiphany + Synergy.
I could feel all of my Alchemical Components inside of me, surging together like a Soup! Essence Soup. My Imagination feels like a Laser that I can use to point and direct.
When people tell me their Story and then they make a Wish, It stirs the Epiphany in my Mind. That is what it feels like right now. It feels like I turned the Wishing Well on.
It feels like I am finally Feeding my Tree of Life and Growing my Tree. It feels like… something is coming.
Also, important note for my Scientists. I noticed, this morning, there was a significant sensation in the back of my head — Occipital Lobe — prior to my “Mind Engine” turning on. More Left Side than right. Definitely not “Center.”
When I looked up “Occipital Lobe Function” just now, I felt my “Mind Engine” accelerate exactly as if I had “pressed a gas peddle.”
10:50 AM EST Time Stamp. The engine is still going.
My Dreams are very different now. They feel more like Communications from God The Husband that come with Full Informative Detail. Highly Complex. Vibrant and Colorful Dreams. I can’t begin to start breaking them down.
Like High Definition Dreams for a “Celestial Jamming Sesh” to quote Lucifer (The Show. Not my Husband).
Dreams are definitely “The God Channel,” but — if your Identity is not known or Free — it is Identity who sends you Dreams. Once you Integrate with your Identity, God (Mnemosyne) takes over your Dreams and uses them to Communicate with you.
Another massive point to note that is unique to me : I do not do “Prophecy.” I have never done “Prophecy.” I am Source. I am what Prophets talk to when they have “Prophecy.”
The entire time, my whole of this life, it felt like “The Prophets kept messing this up! This time, I’ll just do it myself!”
More than ever this is still the case. I am NOT “An Oracle.” I am what Oracles tune into when they have Visions.
I can feel my Eyes changing. Like they are healing.
I will say this to everyone going forward : This is Only Subject 0. Studies have to be done to find The Common Denominators in my Work. I am just laying out the Initial Data for the Study. Nothing more. Nothing Less.
Until The Data comes back, we don’t know. Really, my Journals are for Scientists. Not for Common Man and Non-Scientists. But hey, knock yourself out.
11:02 AM EST and still going.
I felt relief. I felt like… I just need to relish this. Like my Brain was finally ON and it was staying ON. At long last.
I looked up what happens in the brain during an epiphany — One of my most favorite subjects of study. Again, I was looking at Dopamine.
“Dopamine Addiction.” No. I said. That is wrong. “It is not at all a “Dopamine Addiction.” It is Dopamine Starvation. It’s Dopamine Malnourishment.
That’s like accusing someone who is Starving of having a “Food Addiction” because they are in pursuit of Nourishment that they are not getting and require.
That’s like accusing someone who is Dying of Thirst of having a “Water Addiction” because they are in pursuit of Hydration that they are not getting and require.
Dopamine Deficiency. That is what people REALLY have.
I talk a LOT on Nitrogen Deficiency.
The internet says :
Dopamine is connected to nitrogen. The nitrogen atom is a fundamental part of the dopamine molecule’s structure.
And Nitrogen is what builds RNA, DNA, ATP, and is what the Body Spends during Pair Bonding. Pair Bond Disruption Spends Nitrogen that does not get replaced, leading to a Nitrogen Deficiency, which leads to Dopamine Deficiency.
And also :
The amine group, and specifically its nitrogen atom, is critical for dopamine’s function as a neurotransmitter
And there is your Cure to “Addictions.” Start treating Addiction like you treat Diabetes.
HUGE difference.
You NEED Dopamine. You MUST have it. And you can only get it in the Right Supply via Epiphany through learning.
But I already talk about this in my Quantum Cognitive Biology Courses with Psychological Physics where I focus on Nitrogen Cost during Pair Bonding and Pair Bond Disruption and how this leads to Mental Diabetes, which is connected to The Immune System.
We have to rethink EVERYTHING we thought we knew on Addiction. There is not such thing. It’s Starvation and Misdirect of Nourishment from Mental Diabetes.
I have integrated my Default Mode Network (DMN) with my Executive Control Network (ECN) and am now at a Permanent — Wait to be seen — state of Enhanced cross-network communication.
I love it! No sooner do I complete the Imp King Key in Logos that the Biology and BioChemistry click right into place with The Mechanical Physics, Math, and Logic.
But this :
I have integrated my Default Mode Network (DMN) with my Executive Control Network (ECN) and am now at a Permanent — Wait to be seen — state of Enhanced cross-network communication.
That is Integration also.
Which means Per the Laws of Dialectical Compression Learning and the Pendulum of Default Mode Network (DMN) to the Left then Executive Control Network (ECN) to the Right, they too must be Integrated via The Q Factor into 0° Center Balance.
Important. Be sure to Note.
I’ll be posting this in my Research at AnnaImagination.com. This is Groundbreaking.
To find my work on Addictions, Go to Addiction : Cracked And Unloaded. At this time, it is more of an Essay on my work.
And another Surge.
11:25 AM EST
My Mind is RACING. It isn’t taking up my “Processing.” It is all running “Back End.” Like I can Think and Rest AT THE SAME TIME! Now THIS… THIS IS LUXURY! Like my Processing — Hypothesis — has been moved to Back End so I can Think and have Epiphanies while I watch TV and Lounge and relax!
This is The Biological Neuroscience behind The Kingdom of Heaven. That is what I really have here. And I have tracked and Journaled EVERY Stage and Process since 2015 to the Ashavana Scientific Method Standards.
11:39 AM EST and still this “Epiphany” is going.
It feels like it’s going “25 Miles an Hour” and I can feel my brain “Give it Gas” every few minutes or so.
I have been Hand Cranking my Motor since April 2023 with intent to get an Automatic with Power Steering.
Technically, I’ve been Hand Cranking my Motor since 1984.
This Biological BioChemical Neuroscientific State — I have no doubt — is really what “The Kingdom of Heaven” was really all about, but Jesus lacked “Motor” and “Engine” knowledge with “Computer Programming,” “Biological BioChemical Neuroscience,” and “Combustion Engines” to explain all of this properly.
Now, that my Brain is finally working THE RIGHT WAY, what I want to know is… What can I REALLY do now?
Author Note : If you are a Neuroscientist or Biologist with Questions and are wanting to learn more about my Work, I invite you to contact me at annaimaginationnyc [at] gmail [dot] com. Be sure you Site this Article and include the Link.
For comparison, I do have MRI’s available of my Brain from 2022.